Well, it has been a while since I have written anything of relevance...not just on xanga (although I have ignored xanga for many months) but anywhere really. Let's see...what is happening in my life.  Well, I have been without a job for over 5 months now.  That makes me sound very lazy.  To be fair i have done a lot of work at the camp.  For 3 or 4 months I did a lot of work there.  I worked all of the guest groups that came in, I cleaned (a lot), I took care of the reptiles (also a lot), I worked at recruiting fairs for staff, I organized activities and helped gather other staff to fill needs.  I did get paid a little for the work. But to be honest I would have done it for nothing...and by the end I asked not to be paid anymore. I love it there.  It makes me happy everytime I am there.  I mean...not only does it feel nice to help out...but several of my closest friends live there....right there on the property even for a few of them :)

Right now I am in mad search of a job.  My problem is that I had a little incident with my car (I hit a tree that had fallen across the road during a storm) and now my search is narrowed down to closer to home simply because I don't have the money right now to pay mu insurance deductible to get my car fixed and I don't feel good about driving it distances. This limits me.  There are not many jobs around Court House...especially in the field of counseling.  At this point, I would take just about anything. 

But I have been ok.  This is the amazing part.  In the past, I would not have been ok with this.  I would have been freaking out...stressed to high heaven....about to yank my hair out over the financial strain of it all.  But I am ok.  I really believe God has a plan and He has His own time and He will help whatever to happen when it is supposed to happen.  Of course I am getting down to the wire financially.  I had to ask for help with money...something that I have never had to do before.  My Dad of course jumped to help me out which is great.  I appreciate it greatly....even though it was so hard for me to ask. The miracle is that I have been ok for 6 months without an income. How that worked out I will never know...but it did.  Anyways, any prayers would be a wonderful help. 

I hope everyone out there in the xanga world is doing ok. 

~Kells

It seems as if, at my place of employment, they just realized I was there.  Today I got a new cell phone (a red one...I picked it), a name-plate for my door (Kelli Faust C.S.P), and Business cards to hand out to my clients.  And...I finally got my voicemail set up on both phones....AND I am getting a new desk phone.  I mean...what's next...a raise (HAHAHAHAHAH....don't count on it)

It' been a good day.

So now I owe $827 for my ER bill from February.  Don't you just love it when you actually have insurance and they don't cover you...

But I guess it makes sense....money is the first thing on everyone's priority list (including large scamming insurance companies).  You think it's not on yours?  Well then you are probably deceiving yourself...